About the same time that the bitter cold came father told me one night that he had found work for me in a shop where he
knew the presser. I lay awake long that night. I was eager to begin life on my own responsibility
but was also afraid. We arose earlier than usual that morning for father had to take me to the shop and not be over late for
his own work. I wrapped my thimble and scissors, with a piece of bread for breakfast, in a bit of newspaper, carefully stuck
two needles into the lapel of my coat and we started.
The shop was on Pelem Street, a shop district one block long and just wide enough for two ordinary sized wagons to pass
each other. We stopped at a door where I noticed at once a brown shining porcelain knob and a half rubbed off number seven.
Father looked at his watch and at me.
"Don't look so frightened," he said. "You need not go in until seven. Perhaps if you start in at this hour he will think
you have been in the habit of beginning at seven and will not expect you to come in earlier. Remember, be independent. At
seven o'clock rise and go home no matter whether the others go or stay."
He began to tell me something else but broke off suddenly, said "good-bye" over his shoulder and went away quickly. I watched
him until he turned into Monroe Street.
Now only I felt frightened, and waiting made me nervous, so I tried the knob. The door yielded heavily and closed slowly.
I was half way up when it closed entirely, leaving me in darkness. I groped my way to the top of the stairs and hearing a
clattering noise of machines, I felt about, found a door, and pushed it open and went in. A tall, beardless man stood folding
coats at a table. I went over and asked him for the name (I don't remember what it was.) "Yes," he said crossly. "What do
I said, "I am the new feller hand." He looked at me from head to foot. My face felt so burning hot that I could scarcely
"It is more likely," he said, "that you can pull bastings than fell sleeve lining." Then turning from me he shouted over
the noise of the machine: "Presser, is this the girl?" The presser put down the iron and looked at me. "I suppose so," he
said, "I only know the father."
The cross man looked at me again and said, "Let's see what you can do." He kicked a chair, from which the back had been
broken off, to the finisher's table, threw a coat upon it and said, raising the corner of his mouth: "Make room for the new
One girl tittered, two men glanced at me over their shoulders and pushed their chairs apart a little. By this time I scarcely
knew what I was about. I laid my coat down somewhere and pushed my bread into the sleeve. Then I stumbled into the bit of
space made for me at the table, drew in the chair and sat down. The men were so close to me at each side I felt the heat of
their bodies and could not prevent myself from shrinking away. The men noticed and probably felt hurt. One made a joke, the
other laughed and the girls bent their heads low over their work. All at once the thought came: "If I don't do this coat quickly
and well he will send me away at once." I picked up the coat, threaded my needle, and began hastily, repeating the lesson
father impressed upon me. "Be careful not to twist the sleeve lining, take small false stitches."
My hands trembled so that I could not hold the needle properly. It took me a long while to do the coat. But at last it
was done. I took it over to the boss and stood at the table waiting while he was examining it. He took long, trying every
stitch with his needle. Finally he put it down and without looking at me gave me two other coats. I felt very happy! When
I sat down at the table I drew my knees close together and stitched as quickly as I could.
When the pedlar (sic) came into the shop everybody bought rolls. I felt hungry but I was ashamed and would not eat the
plain, heavy rye bread while the others ate rolls.
All day I took my finished work and laid it on the boss's table. He would glance at the clock and give me other work. Before
the day was over I knew that this was a "piece work shop," that there were four machines and sixteen people were working.
I also knew that I had done almost as much work as "the grown-up girls" and that they did not like me. I heard Betsy, the
head feller hand, talking about "a snip of a girl coming and taking the very bread out of your mouth." The only one who could
have been my friend was the presser who knew my father. But him I did not like. The worst I knew about him just now was that
he was a soldier because the men called him so. But a soldier, I had learned, was capable of anything. And so, noticing that
he looked at me often, I studiously kept my eyes from his corner of the room.
Seven o'clock came and everyone worked on. I wanted to rise as father had told me to do and go home. But I had not the
courage to stand up alone. I kept putting off going from minute to minute. My neck felt stiff and my back ached. I wished
there were a back to my chair so that I could rest against it a little. When the people began to go home it seemed to me that
it had been night a long time.
The next morning when I came into the shop at seven o'clock, I saw at once that all the people were there and working steadily
as if they had been at work a long while. I had just time to put away my coat and go over to the table, when the boss shouted
gruffly, "Look here, girl, if you want to work here you better come in early. No office hours in my shop." It seemed very
still in the room, even the machines stopped. And his voice sounded dreadfully distinct. I hastened into the bit of space
between the two men and sat down. He brought me two coats and snapped, "Hurry with these!"
From this hour a hard life began for me. He refused to employ me except by the week. He paid me three dollars and for this
he hurried me from early until late. He gave me only two coats at a time to do. When I took them over and as he handed me
the new work he would say quickly and sharply, "Hurry!" And when he did not say it in words he looked at me and I seemed to
hear even more plainly, "Hurry!" I hurried but he was never satisfied. By looks and manner he made me feel that I was not
doing enough Late at night when the people would standup and begin to fold their work away and I too would rise, feeling stiff
in every limb and thinking with dread of our cold empty little room and the uncooked rice, he would come over with still another
"I need it the first thing in the morning," he would give as an excuse. I understood that he was taking advantage of me
because I was a child. And now that it was dark in the shop except for the low single gas jet over my table and the one over
his at the other end of the room, and there was no one to see, more tears fell on the sleeve lining as I bent over it than
there were stitches in it.
I did not soon complain to father. I had given him an idea of the people and the work during the first days. But when I
had been in the shop a few weeks I told him, "The boss is hurrying the life out of me." I know now that if I had put it less
strongly he would have paid more attention to it. Father hated to hear things put strongly. Besides he himself worked very
hard. He never came home before eleven and he left at five in the morning.
He said to me now, "Work a little longer until you have more experience; then you can be independent."
"But if I did piece work, father, I would not have to hurry so. And I could go home earlier when the other people go."
Father explained further, "It pays him better to employ you by the week. Don't you see if you did piece work he would have
to pay you as much as he pays a woman piece worker? But this way he gets almost as much work out of you for half the amount
a woman is paid."
I myself did not want to leave the shop for fear of losing a day or even more perhaps in finding other work. To lose half
a dollar meant that it would take so much longer before mother and the children would come. And now I wanted them more than
ever before. I longed for my mother and a home where it would be light and warm and she would be waiting when we came from